Synthetic light speaks of the future like God has whispered the fate of all into its ear. It mentions absolutes rather than probabilities. It preaches its own narrative of facts rather than philosophy. It is no different than the darkness it proclaims to renounce, both are service to self — just with different personalities. One pretends to be positive while the other is blatantly negative.
Neither are willing to get their hands dirty and build a new world. Neither are willing to be patient and grow life. Both kick their feet up and whine about reality while capitalizing on those who seek guidance or structure.
Organic light is ready to rebuild. Organic light embraces life as it is, while striving to heal all that is sick. Organic light plants a tree it may never enjoy the shade of. Synthetic light proclaims desiring shade is an impurity to be cleared via a costly workshop. The darkness bulldozes the tree or uproots it before it gets the chance to mature.
Stay true to your own heart and its guidance. God speaks directly to you, you must only learn to calm the mind enough to hear it. No intermediary is needed.